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do you ever get the feeling that time doesn't exist in a linear fashion at all, that our obscene preoccupation with the future is actually just an absurd farce, since this particular moment in time is really no more or less valuable than any other moment? And then that emotional realization allows you to once again view the world with the kind of child-like wonder, where everything seems simply... curious.... Your world is one where you honestly have no regrets, posess the strength to eliminate psychic vampires from your life without even a hint of animosity, and go about all your daily activities with the knowledge that because the big picture is eventually inconsequential no matter how important your "issue" may seem, that because of this, the smallest elements of your life take on an even greater and almost spiritual feeling? Okay, sure, but I mean, have you ever felt this way SOBER?! I tell ya, I'm either finally losing my fucking sanity once and for all, riding that big boat into straitjacket sugarland, or I'm reaching some kind of higher consciousness, or probably, I'm just experiencing some fucked-up biochemical change in my brain due to the heat and too many episodes of the Jon Stewart show on videotape, but whatever the fuck it is, I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts. Fuckin' A!
Kenyata